Hey everyone, i love you all!....i have finally got through most of the week with all the tests i have been having lately! Its been tough for me lately but i have some of the best of freinds to help me get through it.....
Ooooo Rach - You know and i know that we will always be best freinds despite what anyone else things. We will always be "rachael and kelly"....we have the best boyfreinds ever, and u know it!...i love u more than u will ever know...i will always be here for u no matter what and thanks for always being there for me...u have been the one to pretty much influence mine and john's relationship and i thank u for it...u called me and john and i knew u and harry were going to end up together from the very start...o ragnae...we have had some fun times and so many to come...i trust you with everything...i know i can be a "fagget" sometimes but thats just "ME", you know that, lol, im so glad u have been so honest with me...i need someone to point out my flaws and help me make them right...our freindship is so strong and lets not let ANYONE try to get in the middle of it...i love u sooooo much
My adorable Jessica - well to start off....i want to thank you for being such an amazing freinds...u have been the one i knew i could go to with anything i had on my mind...esp one thing in particular...i wont say names....and i love telling u about my "dreams" of course u are in there....the ferriswheel...haha we planned one good festival!...what would we do without guys in our life...im glad ur happy and i want to let u know that u are a major part i am happy right now...u have never put me down...all u ever do is raise me up and give me the confidence to keep going....i will always be here for u...i trust u with my life and i hope u feel the same...u are one of my bestest freinds and i realized that this year, i began to think about who has NEVER lied to me, and i know that u have always been true to me...i know that u will always love me no matter what or no matter who TRIES but never succeeds getting in the middle of our friendship.... no one can break us up... im so glad we are so close...i love u to pieces!
Kt - we both know things are not the same and probably won't be for a long while....the important thing is...we have both matured from the drama and put it behind us...i think it was all a bunch of misunderstandings...i think part of the reason is just the fact that ur with chris and im with john...i know its hard to admit...but i think boyfriends can take up alot of our time and thats definitely not a bad thing bc u love chris and i love john...i know we could never live without them...but the thing is...i know we can't do without eachother...no matter how close we get to be again or how distant we become...we are always going to have out past and thats what keeps us together...to start off "the box", "kk time", "these are the days of our lives", "what the hook gon' be" and many more...we have been through sooo much lately...and im sorry that we are not there to get eachother through our own problems...im just a phone call away if you ever want to talk and i know u are too...but we never actually "go" to eachother with our isses and i think part of the reason we dont is bc we have john and chris....i just think we should keep the drama out and just build on the relationship we have now and see where it goes...love ya
Kathleen - we have become really distant, but the thing is...we still love eachother...i will always be here for u...im a phone call aways or a block away...come on over girl...u are more then welcome anytime...i mean c'mon ur a part of the family....i love u to pieces...we have so many memories and we will never forget any of them...one just came to mind...BERB...ya hes history...not just a memory...but HISTORY, thanks to u and rach....haha...but anways...i love u!
Dusch - i love u more than u will ever know...i know we have never been "best friends" but i could not ask for a better friend than u...u are one amazing girl....i love ur personality....honestly, ur hugs get me through the day...calling me "Pookie" can always bring a smile to my face...i know our friendship can only get stronger and we can only become closer from here on in...i love u and will always be here for u
The list goes on and on...but my hand is cramping....there is one person I CANNOT forget though,
My baby, my everything, also known as John LeRoy - ......i honestly don't even know where to begin...well lets start out...i love u....i know that "John and I" were a shock to everyone at first but we knew that we couldn't help but have feelings for eachother...rachael knew the entire time, not literally but always had a feeling and she was right (like always she says...haha) but anyway...i know that everyone that is reading this does not want to hear about how much john means to me...but it is ur choice to read this so i am going to go on...John - you are my everything...you have made me the happiest i can be...not only have u raised my self-esteem but you have given me the respect i need....i trust u with my life and i do not know where my life would be without u ....we have so many memories...our first kiss...aweee...walmart, hy-vee, starbucks, sunfresh, sheridans, town center, the marriot, the carriage, lawrence, and i could never forget our first real date, i remember exactly what we were both wearing...creepy but o well thats what makes it special...we are "special"...and we both know that...no one could possibly understand the love we have for eachother...i love loving u...and i think about u all the time...you have changed me for the better and could not be a better person...im sorry for all the times i have hurt you or lied to u...im sorry but it has only made us stronger, inside and out...you are the sweetest guy i have ever met and i have told u that several times...i need to tie this up...so i will just say...u mean the world to me, im head over heels for you and i love you more than u will ever know or begin to imagine
        
 I miss u court... i love you...you will always be my life long best friend, sister, and roomate!
Well thats it for now....leave me some comments
ME!!!
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